Don’t be so scared of changing
And rearranging yourself
It’s time for jumping down from the shelf
A little bit
Georgy Girl by The Seekers
Yes, I really do have a very diverse taste in music. I love everything from Mozart to Metallica, and almost everything in between, save Gantsa rap and death metal. That wasn’t always the case, but as I’ve matured and shrugged off my home and upbringing my horizons have greatly broadened.
Warren has been out about a month, so far so good. At least it seems that way. I haven’t seen any signs that he is using. He’s spending like has a money machine, but he always appears sober when he is around me. He has plans to move, there is a great opportunity for him if he doesn’t blow it. He is happy, but also more than a bit apprehensive as it is three hours away and he has only ever lived in Fargo. It should be really good for him,
Fargo is bad news for some people and he is one of them. I have good friends who don’t try to lead me astray, and I tend to keep to myself anyway. Most of Warren’s friends are no good for him or anybody else. All they do is lead him to make shitty choices.
Crossing fingers that this new chapter is the one that he needs. He’s 28 years old, he still has plenty of time to clean up his act.
His cancer isn’t getting much better. He refuses to undergo any treatment as he doesn’t want to live with the side effects. Which I can understand. But I wish he would look into all of his options. He’s had at least two incidents that he’s told me about where he’s had what I can best describe as an episode. Not a stroke, but stroke like symptoms. I’ve tried as much as my mouth is able to get him to seek help, but he’s stubborn like his parents
. I’m just grateful he is considering rehab. He is doing it as a means of impressing his parole officer, but I’m hoping it will still help him.
Correlation may not equal causation, bur I am convinced that the Saffron extract is kicking in as the anxiety seems to be going way down and my mood seems to be going up, not too up but good up. Or it could just be my bi in bipolar kicking in. What ever it is, I’ll take it. I’m tired of being a giant lump.
I’ve subscribed to Hello Fresh and aside from some similarities between some of the boxes and fewer choices for vegetarians they seem to have some really good meals. I plan to give it another month before I decide if I want to keep it. I like having the premeasured and recipe ready meals that I can make myself from real food and not instant in a box junk food. I’m finally eating decent again, at least most of the time. I sound like an ad, but they can be a lifesaver for some of us, though I wish the price was a little lower. Convenience ain’t free, and the ingredients are all top of the line.
Aside from a ton of trash that needs to be hauled away and Warren’s stubbornness , for once there is a lack of suckage at the house of Les Chat..